Euphoria

eu.pho.ria.
so intense, because of you.

I desire you.
I crave you.

I thought it only felt good when it was brand new.

4 years pass, you are my fetish. My guilty pleasure.

I want nothing more than to give you pleasure.
Your wish is my command.

To touch you. to lick you, to make you gasp with satisfaction.
To stimulate your mind and make you feel as beautiful as your heart.

I want to master the art of loving you.
I want to hear the sweet love sounds.
I go after what I crave. I want you.
I hold my breath. You breath faster.
I come down harder. You match my rhythm.
I could careless for mine. I am here only to please.
I watch as you shut your eyes.
The sign I was waiting for.
I know you are close.
What I crave the most is almost here.
I can tell you are holding back.
I lean forward and in your ear I whisper, "For me, please"
You let go and I catch you.
I have what I desire.
eu.pho.ria

Would I Have It Any Other Way?

I wonder would I have it any other way.
A love less passionate, less intense, less painful.

a lesser love?

Would I want that. Simplicity.
would I be okay with that?
This is the only love that feels this way.

When it is bad, it is the worst.
When it is good, it is heaven.
The amazing. Complete happiness.
It is dangerous to feel this good.

I am addicted, but would I have it any other way?

Do You Know What You Do to Me?

Do you even know what you do to me?
Do you know that you take my breath away ...
If I could I would never let go of you. 

How do you do it? What did you do to me that first night?
Was it then when my heart became yours?
Was that when "mine" became "ours"?

I did not trust the feeling that I had never felt before.
I should have but I couldn't.
I was not suppose to.

Life blessed me with a love that I want nothing more than to share with you.
You do not want it.
I have wondered why, but I think you cannot see it. 

Do you even know what I see when I look at you?
No words could explain.

What will I do if you ever go away... and I know you cannot come back,

Do you even know what you mean to me?
A part of me belongs to you that I can never get back.
It is yours.

You awoke something in me I never knew I had.

When you touch me.. I melt.
My body erupts with desire
when your lips meet mine, One kiss can set my soul afire.

Do you know what you do to me...?

You...

You make me feel so captivated and enthralled in your very essence.
 Even though I smell the scent of another woman on you.
 I am still wanting to be raptured away by you.
You do not think of me how I think of you.
Dream of me as I do of you.
I'm in love.. You, you are in what? I am not sure. I
 just want to scream the feeling is overwhelming.
 No matter what you have done, I still yearn for you.
One glance upon your face and I forget everything except for love.
A love so deep it hurts to know its not returned.
I think about it often.
I want nobody else.
I want others to be you then maybe I could spend more time with you.
We never spend time.
You do not understand because if you did, you would be right here next to me and content.
Unobtainable but right in my hand. I have you but I do not.
No one does.
We all want you.
 You do not believe love is possible.
Is it my fault. I know I am not the only one.
How could I be with an attraction so strong?
Look at you.
How could I be the only one in love with you?
 It can not be possible.
You will never know the feeling because you do not see yourself through my eyes.
I say I love you.
You say I only think that I do.
I just want to love you and lay beside you.
I want you to love me back.

I Will be Though

Alone with a piece of me. Music going in and out. I miss him.
Too much of a good thing is makes the bad times slim.
Inside my head
I sometimes lose touch.
I forget that I am lost.
I like to think that I know exactly where I am and what I want.
I don't though.

I'm not good at this.
Life.
Parenthood.
Everything.
Nothing.

I will be though. Just watch and see.

-Jcie