My heart hurts!
So what?
They took him from me!
Are you surprised?
No but it still hurts. It's not fair
Life isn't fair get over it.
Aren't you hurting too? I can barely breath it hurts so! How are you doing it?
I expect the worst always. And what makes you think that we are are so special to be treated any differently than anyone in this world? You deserve this hurt.
But, I don't...
Don't what deserve this pain? Yes you do.
I don't want to be Juliet in this play called life! They took my Romeo from me just as things were perfectly imperfect and oh so sweet. How can I pretend my heart is not broken when it is?? How can I blend into society again?
That is my job. Don't you worry. You have been hurt before and it is my job to mask the pain. I am the fake smiles and laughter. I am those answers, "I'm fine. Don't worry." When you can't eat, I'll nourish you. When you can't sleep, I calm your thoughts.
Who are you?
Do you feel it? Your tears drying up? It's me. Comforting you when nobody else really cares.
What do you mean? They care.
If you say so.
Whatever. Who are you?
I am the consequence of your pain and sorrow. Some call me a wall. I grow stronger when you are in distress. I am the one who keeps your secrets and keep you closed from the world. I hide you insecurities and I hide the true you unless you command me to reveal you to the world. I am your hearts protector.
My heart is still hurting. It is not protected!
I am those thoughts of reason. The one's that help you to see that things could be worse. I make you feel like it is not the end of the world even when it feels like it.
I just want my Romeo. Why is my love gone away?
There are so many why's in life that cannot be answered. Life would not be life without tragedy.
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Have you nothing to say? I see the tears that brim you eyes. It pains me when they fall.
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More silence? Do you not have more questions? It's not often that you notice me.
Are you enjoying this!!?
No. Don't get angry. I want what is best for you.
I want him.
There's nothing I can do. I am sorry.
Life is not fair.
You already knew that. The question is. How deep is your love? Will you wait or will you let life sway you and desire control you? Will you let me convince you to let go of the pain and move on?
What!? You want me to move on?! I love him. So much.
Don't cry.But your tears are precisely why I'll try to convince you to move on. As I have said before I hate to see you cry.
I don't want to move on. I want him and only him.
Well, you will have to fight desire and me. You can't let us control you if you really want to live in pain. Desire is bothered by pain. She is pretty powerful when she lures you into the right situation. I'm warning you. I have seen you become a victim of Desire countless times. In a sense, your Romeo is a desire. Desires can change.
What are you saying? My love for him will change?
Well..
It won't. If I really love him, I will never stop. Love is pure and unconquerable.
I suppose. This "Romeo" of yours has been a... I can't find the word. Plague maybe?
He has a part of my heart. He is my soul mate. I love him beyond explanation for reasons I can't explain.
If you love him then I love him. I will protect you and your heart. I will keep others out so you will love no other. It will be difficult if your desires change.
The won't. I love him. He is all I desire.
